Showing posts with label Anguish. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Anguish. Show all posts

Monday, December 17, 2007

Death of a Bastard in a lonely Hospital cabin


He cries in a noiseless din.

Silence in his grief.

Cornered by a thousand hands

Out to strangle him.

His eyes a screen of hazy words

Face pockmarked with quiz.


A pin-drop could be heard in haste

In these hollow corridors

Pain and panic fornicate

Head swims in a dreamy blur.

Sickly fumes that augur ill

And ward-boys at their chores.


A desiccated soul asleep

Behind glazed glasses

Every labored rippled breath

Whispering a horrid threat

In silent vigil of a death

His father slowly passes.


His name a shame from before birth.

A society’s discard.

Now his hands in hands so cold

As life unfastened its own hold

His mind could mock at fate unfold

No longer ‘A Bastard’.



This was named something else by me. One of my blogger friends suggested a more direct nomenclature. I owe him this.

Photo: gettyimages.com

Thursday, October 11, 2007

She Was Just a Girl


She walked to the edge.

The cliff lay parched under her feet.

The sand beneath her feet burning,

As if to exact some distant primitive revenge.

Fierce, vicious, violent.

The thorns bathed in venom bore into her flesh.

Pebbles burnt black,

Giving off soot like a sinewy skeleton .

The lust in the thirsty wind streaked her troubled tresses.

Carrying embers of doom in their unrelenting ire.

Under the hot afternoon sun,

Her heart hardened and died.

You are a girl.” They said.

And she was just a girl.


The squalid waters flowed under her,

Cutting through the base.

The tentacles of glass barriers,

Spreading placidity all around itself.

Her eyes looked tired of saline tears

Drying in a screaming silence.

A tell-tale lull prevailed.

The minutes wet with easing pain,

Waited for time to clot into a meaningless void.

And through the pores of cerulean skies,

She heard whispered curses.

You are a burden.” They said.

And she was just a burden.


She looked down into the depths,

Where there was no dearth of dark.

Where still hissing magma of hatred dwelled

In endless reservoirs of unclad vice.

No one breathed.

Nothing moved.

Only a seductive gorge of envy gaped back at her.

From here it was a steep climb up to find the sun....

And some wafts of moist clouds, she thought.

Like rain in starved June,

Like kisses wrapped in soft delight

Like unuttered promises of love.......she hoped.

But, that was not her.

In some other time.

Some other place.

As if waiting for the inevitable

While tongues, lecherous with pallid drool reached out to her bosom.

A pair of red unforgiving eyes swooped down on her.

She gave in.

A deep, lonely plunge.

Silence.

Then,

She heard them shout,

You are a whore!"

And she was just a whore.



The idea of this poem was presented to me by one of my friends. I developed on it, after which she decided that I had lent too many shades of my own to her original outline and hence it now belonged to me. Therefore, I post this with slight acknowledgment and sparse regret ( as the original idea remains pilfered ).

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

THE WAR WITHIN


My face is too deceptive
It mystifies most
My heart sobs to self-relief
As face holds a toast.

Laughter echoes & rebounds,
Still that throb of pain
Wrapped around by the sound
Of melodious refrain.

Reminds me of who am I ,
Whom I was meant to be .
My conscience my alibi
Desires –wait and see .

Dreams to me are meteors
They brighten the night sky
Then tantalizingly lures ,
Within a flash they die .

Few or none does have the eyes
To read what lies beneath.
Joyous smiles eclipse sighs
While the agony seethes .

Time spoils the festive mood,
The face always wins at last .
Heartbeats might know –“To brood,
Erodes youth & charms too fast .”

In this conflict within me
My heart or face , no one reign .
To conclude I laugh , you see –-
Out of joy , or out of pain ?”